January 2012
3 posts
The only boy I could ever love just dumped me. He was perfect for me. He was my best friend. He was everything to me. He still is. I don’t know how I’m gonna function without him. I don’t know how to be without him. I’m in love with him.
I'm so fucking hurt.
Thanks for not giving a fuck.
December 2011
18 posts
I'm not stable enough to be alone.
I guess it's time to get back to blogging.
You get your privileges back
but still don’t bother with me.
Hope for me was a place uncharted.
I wanna love you,
you already know.
I wear plaid after Labor Day and still get ass.
Come at me, bitch.
Having every upperclassman in the palm of your hand because the band decides when to do the Swag Cadence.
And I know that you’re a sucker for anything acoustic, but when I say let’s keep in touch, I really mean I wish that you’d grow up.
So this girl who works at PacSun is like, my twin. We’re the same size and have the same style. I only go when she’s working and we generally just talk while she picks out stuff she thinks would look good on me. She’s perhaps the only reason I go to the mall. There’s way too many people there.
As the hours pass
And your painted looks fade
You begin to wonder
Why you stayed
Every time I'm at the bar, you wanna pay. Go...
In the end, I decided not to delete my blog.
Two reasons:
1. If you don’t like what I post, don’t creep on my blog. It’s mine.
And (the main reason) 2. I like my URL way too much to give up on it.
November 2011
12 posts
I miss you so much right now.
Things I wanna do with my boyfriend:
Decorate the Christmas tree
Watch Christmas movies
Go sledding
Drink hot cocoa
Cuddle on the couch while it snows
Cuddle on the couch while it doesn’t snow
Dance with no music
Hold hands a lot
The pain in my wrist is bringing me to tears. It’s awful to the point where I actually had to take narcotics for it.
But on the bright side, I kicked ass captaining today. And Ashley came to see me! I miss her lots. Most of my friends graduated last year, and they usually can’t come visit. A few do, and the others swear they will, but I wish they were still around.
Aaron stayed home...
My cute boyfriend is being reblogged c:
6 tags
I feel awful right now.
No food + salt tablets = dehydration + diarrhea.
I feel like I’m gonna puke. And my head hurts. And I’m sleepy. And I miss my wonderful boyfriend. I’m scared to death of having the procedure done tomorrow. I’m nervous. I want Aaron to come hold me for a while, or at least call me. I’m scared.
I haven’t talked to you in…a while. I miss you. I wonder if you think about me. I wonder if you know what your absence does to me. I wish I could just see you. I need to hear your voice. You haven’t called, or messaged me. I wonder if you’ve tried. I went to your blog. I almost cried when I realized it’s gone. I just wanna see you, hear your voice, read your words. I...
October 2011
35 posts
You've done this to me again.
Thanks.
You turned into such a slut.
You don't realize it, but that hurt me.
Just that tiny incident sent me into a frenzy.
She Threw the Looking Glass
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Close your eyes, don’t look at me
I’m the truest of them all
There’s nothing good for you to see
Here I stand to laugh at you
Because, it seems, you’re always here
As if time could change your view
Or clouded eyes make it more clear
Look at me, I’ll tell you lies
Ignore me and I’ll remind you
You can’t trust...
I got Truman a puppy for his birthday.
The dog likes him so much.
Stomach virus.
In the past three days, I have thrown up in:
My toilet
The freshman academy toilets
The senior academy toilets
The vocational school toilets
My driveway
The bathroom trashcan
The bathtub
I keep seeing this image of you hooking up with...
I guess I'm just a jealous person.
I want you all to myself. I don’t want other girls to spend more time with you than me. I hate seeing other girls flirt with you. I just want you to be just mine.
stopreadingmyblog asked: Well, you know, we ARE facebook friends...however, we've both always just insisted on using tumblr, hah. I'm glad she's acknowledging it. I don't think you should weigh 85 pounds. I think that'd look unhealthy, dear. I have problems with being skinny, too. Although, I am nearly over them. I used to try not to eat. I wanted to be nothing but bones. I'm realizing that...
stopreadingmyblog asked: If you type in "/ask" after my url and whatnot, then it should take you straight to my ask box :P
I'm allowed to get all the expensive food I want...
My eyebrows are awful.
My eyes are too far apart.
My nose is too big.
My boobs are lopsided.
My stomach is too big.
My thighs are huge.
I have cankles.
TAYLOR MCCLEOD
I can’t figure out how to message you on here but I have stuff to tell you. So message me?
I'm always wrong.
Stat comparison.
3/20/11
Weight: 107
Thighs: 20 inches
Stomach: 26.5 inches
10/9/11
Weight: 96
Thighs: 17.5 inches
Stomach: 24 inches